I read you plea to the universe and I just wanted ...

I read you plea to the universe and I just wanted to point out that you were asking the right questions but you were not asking the right one. You will NEVER get what you want out of things or even people. There is a GOD shaped vacuum that only JESUS can fill. Call out to Him instead of the universe and He will satisfy. I know because we have taken similar paths and I would be dead and in hell now if it weren't for Him. I know rejection, I know hurt and I know depression , but He doesn't deliver me from these; He delivers me in these. He helps me to grow and get strong and He didn't save me because I was good enough either. He saved me because He died for me in spite of the dog I was and offered salvation to me full and free because He paid the price. He died for you too and it would be a shame if you didn't take advantage of it. The Bible says we are all sinners so even if we seem good we are not----, not when we are measured by His high standard. Come as you are with just one plea; but that thy BLOOD was shed for me and that Thou biddest me come to thee. O lamb of GOD I come, I come. Come only if you are ready to be changed. Only come and He will do the rest. A Christian is not good to be saved; they are good only because they have been saved. People will fail you but GOD never will. He will love you unconditionally and has promised NEVER to leave or forsake you. He doesn't just change your destination; He changes YOU. ROMANS 10:13 says " for WHOSOEVER shall CALL upon the name of the LORD SHALL BE SAVED".