tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1705564970777798837.post4373520361137831179..comments2023-03-26T01:38:25.399-06:00Comments on shadyland: pop 1: al key hallShadyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10310969698323696901noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1705564970777798837.post-3924991851524895482008-05-29T21:08:00.000-06:002008-05-29T21:08:00.000-06:00I have an intense fascination with this set of wor...I have an intense fascination with this set of words I've just read. I see parts of myself in there, but I mostly drink alone, so I wonder if I am often performing for myself in some crazy way. If I ever could, I'd slide a drink your way, and ask you a few questions from across the table at the furthest corner in the room. I am only guessing that you like to sit with the whole room in front of you, as I.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1705564970777798837.post-91713049948856450762008-05-26T05:28:00.000-06:002008-05-26T05:28:00.000-06:00...a gazelle watching for tigers...So high-strung,......a gazelle watching for tigers...<BR/>So high-strung, so tense. Yes- in all your pictures showing you with some alcohol inside, you look so open and radiant, hugging life to the max..<BR/><BR/>I hope and pray that some day you will find a way to be your core-self w/o nasty substances. Until then, don't take too hard on your self.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1705564970777798837.post-38437971328423067782008-05-25T16:19:00.000-06:002008-05-25T16:19:00.000-06:00Shady. You know, when I first found you, I was lo...Shady. You know, when I first found you, I was looking for ghostie pics and found your demon-in-the-window-as-seen-from-the-porch pic from one of the abandoned houses you photographed in Jersey. What hooked me, upon following links hither and yon and discovering all your hidey spots online, was your bubbly, happy, light, effervescent demeanor. You were being who I want to be, and I coveted your free-spirited style and nature. The next almost three years saw those traits all but beaten out of you through turn after turn of not just bad but truly wretched, awful, nobody-deserves-that, kind of luck. It has to be luck, because it can't be karma. You're a gentle, kind, loving person, and you don't deserve the things you're suffering through. I just don't get it, friend. You ex...now there's an asshat deserving of some karma. I digress. I wish I knew some magical fix to lift you up and break the hold that this depressive state has on you. I'm just gona keep shoveling prayers in your direction, and sending you the best vibes I can muster. I do a LOT of mustering. Yes, I'm a mustering fool. Happy Shady is in there...she's just had a damn rough go of it, is all. It's no wonder she's hesitant to poke her head out without a little social lube. One day, you'll look up and realize that you quietly slipped out of the mire. Until then, smoke pot, eat stuff, drink stuff and do anything else that makes you smile a while. Man, I suck at profundity. ~Randi, LouisianaAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1705564970777798837.post-50243325010014320142008-05-24T23:05:00.000-06:002008-05-24T23:05:00.000-06:00Hey Shady,It was great to hear from you the other ...Hey Shady,<BR/>It was great to hear from you the other day. I tried emailing you but I understand that isn't working right now.<BR/>In any case, I am glad you have a diagnoses. Knowing what you are dealing with has got to be better than knowing something is wrong and not knowing why. It has been a long time that you have endure this so I'll save the "it'll get better crap" and just let you know I am still here to listen when you need me. But I really hope it does get better. Love to you.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com